RED

I see RED.

Damn!!

How hard can it be? For a sperm to meet the egg?

Can't help but wonder if my past 20 year's fear of getting pregnant were unwarranted. That the past contraceptives used were unnecessary. That my panic attack when it was just one day late was pure stupid.

Why did some just do it once, and bingo!! And they didn;t want it in the first place!!

Why do I start to see so many pregnant ladies on the road? Or were they all around all the time? Now, they silently became MY "enemies".

Expectation breeds disappointment.